I dont want to feel this way. I dont want to pretend that these feelings dont exist. I am aware yet so afraid that I will make mistakes that I'll always regret.

By the way.. would it be okay if we went our seperate ways, you know, just to see that if in time, when the shades are drawn back again, the light would reflect upon what might have been and I will be there to see it up in flames with our fates rearranged.

I dont want to hide the truth, but i can see in through you, in your jaded eyes my faded broken gaze.

It strange.

Im afraid I will make mistakes I'll always regret.

By the way.. would it be okay if we went our seperate ways, because I can't breathe. Sometimes i think these chains can be broken.

I'm not that person, I'm not a saint, and thoughts of you can be sealed and precious hopes can fade and all these thoughts will one day be erased. Your face shines and mine withers away.. But I will still be here cause I don't mind waiting.

Waiting.

Waiting.

Waiting.